In the words of KRS-1, "if it aint fun, you're done"
Seriously, if its not fun just sell it all off, and do something fun. Life's too short. You already have a job thats not fun, and then you come home and pressure yourself to compose, and your Spirit refuses to cooperate. Because you're not having fun.
Maybe you will find the Fun in making music again someday, with an instrument you never considered, who knows. Maybe you'll become an avid golfer, or a hunter of wild boar.
If you say "no Illwiggle, you're wrong, I do have fun playing, I just have all this other crap in the way", then I recommend you read Steven Pressfield's book "The War of Art". He is also on some podcasts giving tips for Creative folk who are struggling with their internal Resistance, in its myriad of forms
Seriously, if its not fun just sell it all off, and do something fun. Life's too short. You already have a job thats not fun, and then you come home and pressure yourself to compose, and your Spirit refuses to cooperate. Because you're not having fun.
Maybe you will find the Fun in making music again someday, with an instrument you never considered, who knows. Maybe you'll become an avid golfer, or a hunter of wild boar.
If you say "no Illwiggle, you're wrong, I do have fun playing, I just have all this other crap in the way", then I recommend you read Steven Pressfield's book "The War of Art". He is also on some podcasts giving tips for Creative folk who are struggling with their internal Resistance, in its myriad of forms
Statistics: Posted by Illwiggle — Sun Jan 26, 2025 9:47 pm